I am shaking I am so ANGRY!! I know I’m sleep deprived and stressed, BUT I EFFIN’ HATE HIM SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! ARGGGGGGG!!!!! >.< I’ve never wanted to murder someone before… but I could quite happily do it now. I can’t take him anymore. After weeks and months of putting up with him and his diva-ish attitude. No matter what I do, I can’t do it “right” for him!!
I could reaaaaaaaally go for an abandoned riverbank in Korea right now. I think I scared my poor Mum by screaming and throwing my poor stuff panda. I don’t think I’ve ever done something like that before. Too tired. Too stressed. Too fed up.
Adam and Bret decided that they were going to cycle from SF to DC. They started off August 15th, and today October 18th they crashed at our house. They’re pretty cool guys. The American blew out a knee, in Nebraska I think, and recently his other knee is also bandaged… The Welsh-living-near-Lake-Geneva dude seems to be holding up okay. He’s done a lot of cycling long distances tho.
It’s when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn’t know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
I couldn’t agree more… “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to heaven, we were all going direct the other way…”
I’ve found myself quoting this more an more in my mind as it perfectly describes how I’m feeling. The health issues don’t make it any better either. I have so much hope for the future, but also fear and despair that I will never be able to make my dreams a reality. I struggle forward 3 steps, only to realize I’ve fallen back 8 or 9.
I am trying to figure out how and why I agreed to teach a buncha 5th and 6th graders some basic Mando characters and words. >,> I am doomed.
How on earth does one impart Simplified/Traditional/Cultural Revolution, pinyin(Mainland), Taiwan/Macau/Mainland, Taiwanese phonics, Characters vs Letters vs syllables (Korea/Japan), Tones, 1 -10, Hello, and right to left - up and down reading to kids, (who are almost completely ignorant of the rest of the world), who grew up in Whitey-Hicksville, Ohio?
I luv sharing my limited knowledge to help educate people... but there's just so much for them to know. I'm also not a native speaker, so any words I teach them will not be 100% perfect. Ah ni ah wei... >.<
I sang to a llama in an elevator because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
I karate chopped my best friends’ boyfriend in an elevator because I’m NOT crazy!
=^o^= Guess my b-day date? =)
January———-I kicked February———I loved March—————I karate chopped April——————I licked May——————I jumped on June—————-I smelled July——————I did the Macarena With August————I had lunch with September——I danced with October———-I sang to November——-I yelled at December——-I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1———-a birdbath 2———-a monster 3———-a phone 4———-a fork 5———-a snowman 6———-a gangster 7———-my mobile phone 8———-my dog 9———-my best friends’ boyfriend 10———-my neighbour 11———-my science teacher 12———-a banana 13———-a fireman 14———-a stuffed animal 15———-a goat 16———-a pickle 17———-your mom 18———-a spoon 19———- a smurf 20———-a baseball bat 21———-a ninja 22———-Chuck Norris 23———-a noodle 24———-a squirrel 25———-a football player 26———-my sister 27———-my brother 28———-an iPod 29———-a surfer 30———-a homeless guy 31———-a llama
What is the last number of the year you were born: 1————- In my car 2 ————- On your car 3 ————- In a hole 4 ————- Under your bed 5 ————- Riding a Motorcycle 6 ————- sliding down a hill 7 ————- in an elevator 8————— at the dinner table 9 ———— In line at the bank 0 ———— in your bathroom
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing: White————-because I’m cool like that Black————-because that’s how I roll. Pink—————-because I’m NOT crazy. Red—————-because the voices told me to. Blue—————-because I’m sexy and I do what I want Green————-because I think I need some serious help. Purple————-because I’m AWESOME! Gray—————because Big Bird said to and he’s my leader. Yellow————-because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars Orange————because my family thinks I’m stupid anyway. Brown————-because I can. Other—————because I’m a Ninja! None—————because I can’t control myself!
Wade Davis Neil deGrasse Michio Kaku Sam Harris or Christopher Hitchens This American Life
and when all else fails this mp3 of a thunder storm is true bliss.
Putting this on my tumblr so it’s easier for me to find… so pretty… damn I need more than 30 mins of very interrupted sleep per night. <,<
I am so tired, a few mins ago I was trying to figure out why I was so tired and I couldn’t remember… then it hit me… I only slept about 15 to 30 mins this morning somewhere between 7:05am and 7:35am-ish…